today was the PERFECT day. the most perfect day EVER. i dont remember any other day as truly perfect as today. it was a good day since the morning. well. actually, i slept like at 3am today after playing mashed (uber retarded game) with my cousins. then i had to wake up for school. and i performed! i dressed up like a maharaja. it was so embarrassing. i was like the tallest with that big gold turban-like thing. it was so embarrassing.

then i went to mr tan's and met adeline and phyllis there. we waited for claire and then went for lunch at siglap center. sat there for a while watching the new national day song mtv trying to catch a glimpse of my sister. then watching claire do her magic when she flirted with the mcDs guy. it was so funny. then we went back to mr tan's. claire was like really high and started singing bsb songs with help from the trusty little green iPod which sort of reminds me of a frog. it was one retarted tuition session.

left a little early and frantically looked for my sexay white gloves. found them and reached school 40mins late but its ok. i wasnt late for anything important. my uniform was complete and i felt so good. i actually had the heel on my boot!! haha. got ready for ap. did some super retarded stuff. told some super retarded jokes. then it was ap. wah, so nervous. right marker very scary one you know? haha. only 5 people marching. but it was fun. didnt screw up. was good. i survived everything. and towards the end, when stix passed the stuff to marcus, that was when i finally realised that this was the real end. we've been practising the end(ap) so often i never really believed it was actually going to happen. and then i felt this feeling in my heart. i wanted to tear but my tearducts have long dried up. it's so sad. how can our term end already? has it really been a year already? is this part of my life over already? what is next for me? these questions were racing through my brain. i couldnt believe it is all over. but like john said, its bittersweet. i guess it is la. then at the end of the parade, while i'm busy absorbing the events of the year, guess who runs up to me screaming? claire, adeline and phyllis!!! haha. they actually found my school. it was so nice to see them there. it meant a lot to me. :) i love you guys. no. gals. anyway, yeah. then it was time to shake hands with the cadets. i hope they actually heard what i said and understood it la. i didnt really know what i was saying but i think i was trying to motivate and affirm them. haha. i felt like a celebrity after that. people kept wanting to take pictures with me. hahaha. i hope i get to see the pictures though. darrick gave me a present. its so nice and its so nice of him. and i feel really darn bad that i didnt have anything for him save maybe a hug. phht.

then here was the hard part. dinner. there was adeline-and-phyllis, kenny-kann-and-the-scouts and the sjabbers. it was so hard to choose. they all mean so much to me and i so wanted to spend time with all of them. and after i decided which i would tag along with, i felt bad about leaving the others. roy told me to wash all these 'i feel so bad' vibes with sprite... right.. haha. i still feel bad even after i finished the sprite and the $1.20 tap water with a brand and bottle.

but today was the most perfect of days la. and i know exactly why. heh.

anyway, i'm really tired now. my eyes are so slitty i look evil. but then again...

i'm going to sleep. like now. so.